New Year Resolutions - 2017

Hmm.. Since morning I am watching New Year resolutions in fb and tv. I generally don’t take any resolution. I don’t think I need to wait for a New Year Eve or New Year Day to take resolution. Hmm. May be this year, I am thinking of changing myself. May be I can think of New Year resolutions to start with. Hmm, actually today I woke up at 8:45 AM also, which is so unusual. Can I keep this as my new year resolution?? Yaak….I just cant do, I have to be at work by 8 AM, and who will make breakfast for me and set the lunchbox if I sleep till 8:30? Ughh… it doesn’t work for me. How about losing some weight? Two years back I thought of reducing 20 pounds in a year. Instead of losing 20 pounds, atleast weight loss, I ended up more eating, luckily my weight remained same.… Who will eat if I don’t eat? What if my stomach will cry ?? ughh… I can’t keep any such heavy, unreasonable, impractical resolutions for me such as reducing weight, maintaining diet. Hmm… Think Mamatha…Think .. Think for something not fancy, think something for budget friendly... Think Mamatha..Think…Ok..here are few …listing.. let me validate on 31^st Dec 2017 if I still alive and still remember. (List based on priority)

New Year Resolutons 2017:
1. Find out a way and Get a date (definitely with a guy) for Valentine’s day dinner. (at least this year) How to get a guy in 1 month 12 days? …. Wow… this is really challenging… (Goal 1 – already failed…hmm… let me atleast give a try before I say, I failed)
*** Condition: Need to get a guy who don't take me to Sub Way or Pizza place in BJ's / CostCo for Valentine's Dinner... ughhh.. not sure I get one...what a complexity. 

2. More Writing, More blogging (No work in the night times)  - No fans for my blog. So no matter whatever I write, whatever I post it just me…so no worries.

3. Improve Photography skills (Especially night photography and moon photography) – Goal: atleast take one moon and stars picture perfectly like a romantic painting. Romantic Painting…what a word… here is my next goal..WooUoahhh… I am an awesome dreamer

4. Build my own cartoons and themes: I miss Mr.P. I miss my cartoons. I just want to create my own cartoons. 

5. Learn a new language: Explore learning new language

6.Be More awesome and fabulous than last year : hahah…. Laughing loud of writing this statement. How to measure awesome and fabulous… Ok, be more cheerful and funny like the way I am..

Enough Challenging Resolutions. Let me see how many can be achieved in long term and short term. 

Happy New Year 2017 !!!

2016 was so rough. Passed through tough time. Totally broken me into bits and pieces. It was so hard for me. Not one challenge, multiple things, multiple ways, hit me like a storm, challenged my ability every minute and tested my strength to the extreme. Not sure how much mental agony, how many tears shed, how challenging it was balancing myself from the hurt, how much struggle not to lose my hope, courage and stability. I thanked God for being with me always, supporting me always, keepung me healthy, positive and focused. He is my strength, my courage and my savior. He is the only one who knew my pain and he never let me down.  I thanked my friends who helped me during the tough time knowingly and unknowingly. I only know how to stay focus, how to stay positive, how to keep up the spirits high. I know I became stronger than ever and more optimistic than ever. I am sure god will have better plans for me. All I have to be patient enough, stay focus on what I am doing and be thankful to God and for the people. I hope this New Year brings more joy, happiness, health and prosperity for me and for my family.
Wish You Happy New Year 2017 Mamatha !!!