12/30/16
Year end…Hectic work, unrealistic schedules, unrealistic
expectations, I am kinda tired of everything. Year End…means New year fun…
people are rushing for parties, people are preparing for parties. I simply
smile people who plan their weekend or holidays with crazy busy schedule. I
know, I was like that few years ago. I am missing my family. I wish to be with
them for next holidays. I don’t want to go to any friends place. I just want to
be alone and be silent. I am enjoying my silent evening with myself in my
beautiful, little house. Hall is glowing with Christmas tree, little Christmas lights.
Little gifts, little poinsettia plants are glowing in the Christmas tree
lights. I had the most wonderful Christmas after many years. Happiness in my
family, Friends visiting, kids, affection, love, tons of laughs, little gifts,
good food…house is so filled with peace, heart is so filled with tranquility. It
looks like Santa gave me a gift of affection, love and peace for the pain and
suffering I had. It looks like God listened to my prayers and blessed with
wonderful peace and love. Everything looks more softer, more lovelier and more
brighter to me. I am able to regain myself from the intense hurt caused by immaturity.
I know, I lost my energy in controlling the negativity, but I am glad, I am strong.
I am strong enough to regain myself and my positive attitude. After a long
time, my heart, my soul, my body totally experiencing the silence and peace. The
pain, the suffering, the tears, the hurt, everything washing away from heart. I
am enjoying every moment with myself, I am making peace and love with in
myself. The bond I’m making with myself,
my self-love without any selfishness making me more energetic, more confident. I
am analyzing myself, I am correcting myself, I am restoring myself,
reconnecting with in my soul, empowering myself. I simply saying to myself
repeatedly "I love myself". If Christmas is all about hope, peace and love…
I gained it successfully in this Christmas. I just wanted to thank God for his support in my
tough times and his help in regaining myself. I also wanted to thank my family
and friends and my enemies who helped me to be as me. I decided to focus on my
work, and on my hobbies more. I also decided to combine my personal and cooking
blog into one and do more blogging. More blogging means…more thoughts and more
pictures and more recipes. Happy Blogger in Happy New Year !!!
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